Tanglung festival.....

6 Oct 2006 - Friday - Hazy - Full moon

About 20 coursemates of mine celebrate mooncake festival in KSS' house. 'Happy mooncake festival, auntie uncle! Wah, your parents are so cute and nice leh....' I said. Chicken curry, fried noodles, salad, duck, sushi eggs, wantans, drinks........ So many things...... except the soup of wantan.

Paiseh that she asked me how to cook the wantan... Just put in the hot water or have to cook the soup? KSS vs SHE! KSS won, let's cook the soup!!! Very paiseh that she asked again how to cook the soup... I said 'Just fry ikan bilis and dried prawn and put in the water, add abit salt, then put in the wantan.' She just agreed and followed!!! Paiseh... very paiseh... So paiseh... But at last it was done!!!

Devil beside me!!! A popular drama Taiwan Series in 2004, and its popularity decreased. In 2006, it is famous and hot among us again... Ha! Ha! I - fan of DBM, strongly recommend DBM, worth to watch without any regret.

After that, everyone was taking a tanglung and walked along jln Stutong. Hearing dogs barking, without bright light from the hazy moon, we walked seemingly under the blessing of god(ahead is a church)! Happy three single unpaired Friends of us, were walking while singing songs...... Signaling the signs of loneliness and 'unpairness'!!!

Back to KSS' house, wantan time... Most important, tea time...... King of Tea, Long Jin releases its 'jing hua' into the hot water in my cup...... Cup pours it into my mouth...... Mouth said WAH...... WAH, so nice!!!!!! Digestion continues......

Southpark time...... laughing ceaselessly for 2 episodes...... Go back loooooo......

The tanglung was burnt hanging on the gate...

Driving... Arrived... Brushing teeth...

Slept...

pairS...Single

One pair, Two pairs............ Is it mating season? Why there are so many pairs appear at once?

Seeing them happily together, but behind concealed with patient, depression, happiness and guess. Personally, i feel very happy seeing they hold the hand which they desired for a long time. Being helpless, depressed for a period, as an outsider, feel nothing pain, but they underwent those with hard heart, enduring the 'heartache', ignoring the ignorance. 'It happened in the right time, place, feeling and people.' My friend told me that. Can you make this kind of condition happen? Fate can.

Being an outsider, feeling happy for them and also feeling jealous and pity for 'us'. Occasionally
ask ourselves with sigh, 'Why i don't have girlfriend?' It is a silly, immature question but WHY!!! For mature and smart people, can you give me the answer?

Waiting patiently without a clear purpose, it is suffering. A smile can make him happy, and ignorance makes him feeling hopeless. The cycle is repeating. It is very hard to conceal and press the feeling in the bottomof the heart. Not dare to treat her too good, afraid she will avoid him. Not possible to ignore her, it is not the 'true' him. He is being trapped and spinned in the circle without exit. Inside filled with uncertainty and unpredictable future.

Let the actions do the talkings. Nothing but waiting. It depends on him.

What is your opinion toward this 'him'?